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Matthew Goh I am...
Am Chinese Christian with a dying dialect, Foochow.
Evolved into 11 this April.
However,known to be 25 for legal reasons.
Am a Taurean from the 1997 batch of babies.
Born 27/04/1997 @ 0524hrs almost into a toilet bowl.
Thank God, brought 2 life in Toa Payoh Hospital.
Love making friends, but have juz a few close ones.
Am an out of the closet gay guy .
Looking around and still single.
ORDed on 26/06/2004.
As for now, am a Customer Service Officer for FarEastFlora.com.
Top it all up, am too a student in SHATEC.
Realli got too many hobbies 2 name.

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Cheng San Kindergarten School
1988 - 1989

Da Qiao Primary School (P1-2, 2-2, 3-2, 4-3, 5-3, 6-2)
1990 - 1995

Ang Mo Kio Secondary School (Sec 1/3, 2/3, 3/3, 4/3)
1996 - 1999

Nanyang Junior College (OG 23, 1 CT 24, 1 CT 18, 2 CT 18)
2000 - 2001

Tekong BMTC School 2, Orion Coy, Platoon 3, Section 2, Bed 6
27th Dec 2001 - 16th Feb 2002

Ayer Rajar Camp, Ordnance Engineering And Training Institute, Electronics And Weapons Training Wing, Small Arms BTT 5
8 Feb 2002 - 4th May 2002

Nee Soon Driclad Centre, 6 Direct Support Maintenance Base, Armament Coy, Small Arms Platoon
6th May 2002 - 26th Jun 2004

Tristellar Enterprise, Sales & Logistics Coordinator AKA Account Manager
7th Jul 2004 - 5th Sep 2006

FarEastFlora.com Pte Ltd, Customer Service Officer
19th Sep 2006 -

SHATEC, Hotel Management, DHM408B
07th Apr 2008 -

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Earth... Open Up And Swallow Me...

Juz got home quite a while ago. Though am realli tired, but juz can't to seem to sleep.
Been like that since for a few days though. Juz the thought of someone bothering on my head. Can't seem to get it off my mind no matter how.

Not sure if I am goin crazy or falling madly in love with HIM... but I guess anyone could have made the same mistake. Met this guy who looks ABSOLUTELY like the person I like from class (I think he knows, maybe he dun). Ran up and call him... OMG!!! It was like almost looking in a mirror. The appearances were uncanny. To think I tap so hardly on the stranger's shoulder that he spill half his drink. I almost died when he ask, "you are???" Looking harder, I realise I got the wrong person. But he still so look alike. Not sure why (maybe my mind was cross-wired), I still called him by his name (obviously it was wrong). Arrggghhhh!!!! I was completely speechless. Thank goodness the guy was kind enough, he smiled and walked away. I... said sorry and left swearing and cursing I hope I will never meet this person again. Too embarassing. Haha!

Today, I met him AGAIN!!!! Arrrggghhh!!!!! His first words, "Hi! We meet again. I am not G**W**." Suddenly I so feel like if the earth could juz open and swallow me up whole. OMG!!! Could Singapore juz get ANY SMALLER???!?!!!?!!

Total crazy few days I had to admit. First, I could not stop thinking about him. Then, I could not stop seeing his twin double. Haha! Nature has just its weird ways of telling me that I might have found the one. But somehow not very possible if someone is straight to be gay. Of course I hope it will be true. I am keeping chances low.

Just made myself a promise to remain single and remain faithful. Maybe sincerity will work, but it will be a new path for me to walk and try. Don't wanna go into the future and start regretting why I did not try making it work then. Step by step... step by step...

Matt xxx

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 12/17/2008 01:39:00 AM

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Saturday, December 13, 2008

Raging....

Hi there!!! So veri sorrie for the long period of non-blog. Life has been realli super cluttered till breathing is even hard... add along with blogging time.

Anyway, another term is down. And I will be goin on 4 weeks vacation. Not saying too much free time still, but I will definitely try make more time out this period despite the Christmas and New Year.

So much has happen.. realli, like my attachment at Barclays' Opening, finding a boyfriend, breaking up, school news, work staff departures blah!!! Can't b blogging them much now. Juz touchin on the main points.... still clear in my head.

Got a new job at Rasa Sentosa as their mini bar poolside. Okie, the news is out!!!! Nevertheless, I will still be goin back to my present job and filling inthe spaces during the days I am not working. Today will be my orientation again, following with pure work on Wednesday. Mmmmm.... we shall see how things goes tonite.

Exams was okie, with juz the beverage paper. Total killer. First time I am realli losing my fate. Everytime I turn back and think, I still can't help but feel a tear of fear in my eyes. Saying the true, the questions just look too too too stranger to me. OMG!!! The paper is total freaking for me. Sigh!!! Gotta work hard for my fee of $75 for the referral paper if I do not pass it.

Headed for a drink at Check-In last nite with my class. Okie, drinking was as per normal like every session, with my Food Service Mgt teacher joining us. Hi Mr Ong! All the best for your attachment at Macau. We will miss u... but will meet again.

Anyway, like I said before, there is someone I quite like in class. Not to say who, but it is pretti obvious. Nevertheless, friends is something I just hope we will be since the possiblity of a relationship is almost zero. He is straight. Last nite's feeling was complete different. Talking to him, staying beside him n supporting him, makes me realise how much I have supressed. It realli felt damn nice to be around him... realli... Fancy goin to his place of childhood, walking together in the steps of his adolescence, I can't help but almost popping the question. Not sure if thank God or wat, I am still not sure about popping the question. Just scare losing a realli good friend if things did not turn out well.

Actually feeling very conflicted on this point. About having a relationship in the same class, same workplace (something which I have always avoided). About asking a straight guy having a relationship (have not tried this before). I guess I juz do not have the guts now. Whatever the case, I guess I will juz wait for miracle, for guts to grow, or if best the question to pop out itself. Else, this friendship is something I will treasure veri veri dearly to my heart.

Okie, this blog entry is pretty personal and close to my heart. Kinda emotional and not realli wat I will blog. Nevertheless, is something I like to remember. I am totally falling for this guy.

Matt xxx

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 12/13/2008 09:22:00 AM

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