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Matthew Goh I am...
Am Chinese Christian with a dying dialect, Foochow.
Evolved into 11 this April.
However,known to be 25 for legal reasons.
Am a Taurean from the 1997 batch of babies.
Born 27/04/1997 @ 0524hrs almost into a toilet bowl.
Thank God, brought 2 life in Toa Payoh Hospital.
Love making friends, but have juz a few close ones.
Am an out of the closet gay guy .
Looking around and still single.
ORDed on 26/06/2004.
As for now, am a Customer Service Officer for FarEastFlora.com.
Top it all up, am too a student in SHATEC.
Realli got too many hobbies 2 name.

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Cheng San Kindergarten School
1988 - 1989

Da Qiao Primary School (P1-2, 2-2, 3-2, 4-3, 5-3, 6-2)
1990 - 1995

Ang Mo Kio Secondary School (Sec 1/3, 2/3, 3/3, 4/3)
1996 - 1999

Nanyang Junior College (OG 23, 1 CT 24, 1 CT 18, 2 CT 18)
2000 - 2001

Tekong BMTC School 2, Orion Coy, Platoon 3, Section 2, Bed 6
27th Dec 2001 - 16th Feb 2002

Ayer Rajar Camp, Ordnance Engineering And Training Institute, Electronics And Weapons Training Wing, Small Arms BTT 5
8 Feb 2002 - 4th May 2002

Nee Soon Driclad Centre, 6 Direct Support Maintenance Base, Armament Coy, Small Arms Platoon
6th May 2002 - 26th Jun 2004

Tristellar Enterprise, Sales & Logistics Coordinator AKA Account Manager
7th Jul 2004 - 5th Sep 2006

FarEastFlora.com Pte Ltd, Customer Service Officer
19th Sep 2006 -

SHATEC, Hotel Management, DHM408B
07th Apr 2008 -

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Birthday Aftermath

Hi! I am not so having such a good day after all. Despite that, I am still blogging. Work was kinda hectic...really. Kinda spoilt my weekly Westlife Sunday. Hmmm...

Many screw ups, plus a few nasty customers. Shan't touch on those. Juz make life sound so petty & senseless. Actually, said the truth, I have vented it on a few ppl liao. Going 2 vent on my poor boyfriend in a while. But finish my blog first.

Anyway, 3 reasons for blogging.
Reason 1...
Hey!!! Notice the new song. Yep! The song dedication by my gang during that nite. Sort of like the Spanish mix. Hey...nvr will 4get the dance, the booze and all the craic we had. Guys..thanks! Anyway, 4 u all to enjoy the celebration. Ya, as I was saying. Feel like taking up Spanish classes. Hmmm...wonder should I since I am not starting school this year. Wonder...

Reason 2...
Happy Birthday, Kian! Yep!!! It's his birthday today. WESTLIFE!!! Happy for him. Glad he could have a break from the tour for his birthday. Thereafter, 2 more shows and there makes the finale of The Love Tour. If only they could come to Singapore. Could hear Marky numbers. All the talks on how great was his number in Love Takes Two, Total Eclipse Of The Heart, his duet with Shane in You Light Up My Life...and finally his dance in Backstreet's Back. Ya...Marky dancing. Caught them all on YouTube. But definitely not the same with watching it Live. But nevertheless, DVD would do. Hey! When is it coming out? Haha! Side track a bit...got my inspirational look for tomorrow from Marky's number in Love Takes Two.

Ya, spot the similarities tomorrow. Nah! Not going to be so formal. But slight similarities.
Back to topic, yep! Next up...Marky's birthday on 28th May. How to celebrate?

Reason 3...
I found someone with the same birthday as me. Nope! Not my colleague, Charlene. Hers is on the 28th. Ya....Ryan's newborn daughter!!!! Yep!!! My boss's 2007 baby. Is he going to remember me whenever he sees his daughter in future? Scary...hahaha! But yep! We fall on the same day. Interesting! Gotta try find out her name now. Hehe!

Okie, can't wait to talk to my dar liao. Need to wind up here. Ya, for now readers, keep up the craic and bring it back 2 work tml. Slan Abhaile!

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 4/29/2007 09:15:00 PM

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Friday, April 27, 2007

Hoppy Borthduy!

Kinda having a mixed up birthday...really. Not that it was boring, but nothing beats the craic I had earlier. Now, it's kinda drag. U know, the booze then the craic. The craic then the bore. Anyway, still ya...it's still been a great birthday. Now it is ending...juz do the recaps for the moment.

Early birthday celebrate last Fri...Had realli a great time with the songs and booze. Ya, especially the cake.

Nice huh? Yep! My cake for the year of 12. Haha! Yep! I was 13, now I am 12. Cool huh?
Anyway, thanks 2 my pals.

The gals of ex-company...

Next was yesterday.... once again...the booze, the dance. With my gang of cliches. Thanks for the Westlife dedication. Realli dance the heart out of it. Haha!

Today, another cake..fruity. Didn't realli got a chance to snap a shot. Guess I would have to get the pictures from Charlene, one of the colleagues who share a birthday after me. Hmmm...
But got the prezzies.

The lily from Amanda jie-jie, the cap from Pris, Mic, Priya & Drey. The face wash & snack from my mum. While the perfume from Nani. Hey! Thanks for the prezzies. Guess you all know me well for my touch of vainity in man. Haha!

Nevertheless, I love them all. Okay. Think I will wind this up for here. Wanna try continue on my love call. So shall blog again. Slan Abhaile!

p.s. how u like my wallpaper huh? Thanks Marky!

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 4/27/2007 11:11:00 PM

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

My Day

When I was younger, so much younger than today
I never needed anybody's help in any way
But now these days are gone I'm not so self assured
Now I find I've changed my mind, opened up the door

Help if you can I'm feeling down
But I do appreciate you being round
Help me get my feet back on the ground
Won't you please help me

Wasn't having a really good day today. Though seem quite cheery, but juz kinda mixed up today. Juz the momentum of work driving me around today, putting up a really strong front.
I mean, why bother the sad face? Things are really bad, why bother 2 make others feel bad with you?
But, I was really painful. Like a splinter in the heart, refusing to leave. I was hurting, I am hurting. I endure.

A friend blogged about friendship versus romantic. I couldn't help but relating. I mean for years, I was in the dark hole, hiding my relationship, acting like friends, being like friends. Things were going great.
I came out recently. It was definitely the boldest, the most liberating feeling. Finally it is out. Yes, I am gay. I will never forget the day.
I am not regretting. However, I realise in the society, it is not that openly accepted. Not that I am overly-surprised. There are the looks, there are the talks which just make you feel so bad. But I don't really care. After all, it is my life. But I do want friends, I do want respect. I do want equality. I am not so different from all. I am still love, and can be loved.

Forget it. Do not pity me. Coz that is not my story. I am not. I am still a proud gay man, and will still stand by my decision, by my heart. Instead, I pity you for not being able to accept. I feel sad you will not know me. And for that it still pains me.

I seldom will blog so much of my feelings. But this is something which is really troubling my heart terribly. I was 20 then, I am now 23, I will be 24 this April. I am not getting any younger as I hope. I can't freeze my age at 13, like how I always mention 2 my colleagues. I fear the troubles. I live in fear daily, and it is not getting any better.

I could blog these feelings of hurt and more pain on and on and still reach no conclusion. More so, it will still not feel better, coz the list of trouble still increases like FEF spam email. So I guess I juz wind up these psycho-babber here before everyone starts sending me "HM" flowers or "SM" baskets.

And now my life has changed in oh so many ways
My independence seems to vanish in the haze
But every now and then I feel so insecure
Now I know I need you like I've never done before

Help if you can I'm feeling down
But I do appreciate you being round
Help me get my feet back on the ground
Won't you please help me

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 4/12/2007 11:18:00 PM

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Would You Please Help Me?

Spinning and spinning... everything just seems to be spinning now.
Is life really doomed for Matthew? Is there no end to it? Or is there just a big conspiracy plan just to prolong his everlasting torment? Anyone care to add? It is just so ridiculous.
When everything finally seems to be falling in place again, things juz starts spinning out of control once again. OMG! I can't go thru another round. I am juz too tired...too very tired. Everything in 2 songs...

That's life, that's what all the people say. (u bet!)
You're riding high in April, Shot down in May (think I am shot early)
But I know I'm gonna change that tune, (how?)
When I'm back on top, back on top in June. (ya, top in heaven in June)

I said that's life, and as funny as it may seem (hahaha!)
Some people get their kicks, Stompin' on a dream (apparently who are they?)
But I don't let it, let it get me down, (that's what I thought)
'Cause this fine ol' world it keeps spinning around (is it ever going to stop?)

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, a poet, a pawn and a king. (damn rite!)
I've been up and down and over and out (plus inside and out)
And I know one thing: (and that is???)
Each time I find myself, flat on my face, (ok, thanks. I am on it now)
I pick myself up and get back in the race. (easy said than done)

That's life I tell ya, I can't deny it, (oh ya...)
I thought of quitting baby, (everytime!)
But my heart just ain't gonna buy it. (once again, u bet...)
And if I didn't think it was worth one single try, (single? U had to be joking)
I'd jump right on a big bird and then I'd fly (fairy tales...)

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, a poet, a pawn and a king. (think I could add more to this list)
I've been up and down and over and out (crushing me in the process)
And I know one thing: (I still don't get it)
Each time I find myself laying flat on my face, (rite, flatten by a lowmower, if I may add)
I pick myself up and get back in the race. (How? Just tell me how?)

That's life (It suxs!!)
That's life and I can't deny it (damn it!)
Many times I thought of cutting out (self-explanatory)
But my heart won't buy it (don't have to say that twice)
But if there's nothing shakin' come this here july (July? U gotta be kidding me now)
I'm gonna roll myself up in a big ball and die (Finally somebody's saying something rite for once)
My, My (My my my...)

As for the other song, it is streaming in my website now.
Too tired to blog much. Fact, don't even feel like going back to work tml.
Will just see till then....

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 4/11/2007 07:59:00 PM

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

Batch II & Ponders

Yeah! Batch 2 of my Westlife collection is fresh in yesterday. Now, am trying to clean up the space on my laptop to accomodate the new singles. And guess wat? I have 2 whole days to accomplish it. May seems kinda long, but still insufficient, really. But anyway, I wil juz try my best.

Meanwhile, on my PC, am converting the songs too. Too too enjoyin the voices of Marky on DVD. Boy! It's gonna be a Westlife rest over. Hahaha! Have taken the liberty of uploading 1 of the many songs which was obtained yesterday. Hardly, you can really find Westlife singing in Spanish, so I hope this is something really special.

Anyway, that single was freakingly expensive. 18pounds...which leads to about SGD$54. And it was just for 2 new songs. But as I said earlier, you can hardly hear Westlife in Spanish, so for the rare track record, it was still worth something. Hey!!! Marky in Spanish, you really gotta hear that. It is really cool!

Back to main menu, yep! I really go all out for Westlife this time. Dun really keep full track of the amount invested, but it is definitely not something small to trifle with. But at least, it is something I am going to cherish. 17 more singles and I am done with the collection. Yeah! Now that is exciting. really wonder is Westlife coming to Singapore again. Wouldn't wanna miss it for the world. Hahaha!

Ok, think my laptop is really slow now. Blogging is even lagging. Kinda hard to type when your words appear 5 seconds later. Hahaha! Ok, so shall end off here. So long....Slan Abhaile!

p.s. Hey Dar...thank you for my diamonds. I love it.

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 4/05/2007 03:52:00 PM

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