//...Raging Fire Burn...\\

Matthew Goh I am...
Am Chinese Christian with a dying dialect, Foochow.
Evolved into 11 this April.
However,known to be 25 for legal reasons.
Am a Taurean from the 1997 batch of babies.
Born 27/04/1997 @ 0524hrs almost into a toilet bowl.
Thank God, brought 2 life in Toa Payoh Hospital.
Love making friends, but have juz a few close ones.
Am an out of the closet gay guy .
Looking around and still single.
ORDed on 26/06/2004.
As for now, am a Customer Service Officer for FarEastFlora.com.
Top it all up, am too a student in SHATEC.
Realli got too many hobbies 2 name.

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Cheng San Kindergarten School
1988 - 1989

Da Qiao Primary School (P1-2, 2-2, 3-2, 4-3, 5-3, 6-2)
1990 - 1995

Ang Mo Kio Secondary School (Sec 1/3, 2/3, 3/3, 4/3)
1996 - 1999

Nanyang Junior College (OG 23, 1 CT 24, 1 CT 18, 2 CT 18)
2000 - 2001

Tekong BMTC School 2, Orion Coy, Platoon 3, Section 2, Bed 6
27th Dec 2001 - 16th Feb 2002

Ayer Rajar Camp, Ordnance Engineering And Training Institute, Electronics And Weapons Training Wing, Small Arms BTT 5
8 Feb 2002 - 4th May 2002

Nee Soon Driclad Centre, 6 Direct Support Maintenance Base, Armament Coy, Small Arms Platoon
6th May 2002 - 26th Jun 2004

Tristellar Enterprise, Sales & Logistics Coordinator AKA Account Manager
7th Jul 2004 - 5th Sep 2006

FarEastFlora.com Pte Ltd, Customer Service Officer
19th Sep 2006 -

SHATEC, Hotel Management, DHM408B
07th Apr 2008 -

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Relight My Fire

Speak of a devil. Now I finally understand why there is a Chinese saying "In the day, one cannot speak of man, while in the night, one cannot speak of ghost". Things are bound to happen. Not saying it can always be bad, but MAN! This was realli heart attack. Refering to my previous entry during work, guess who called that night.... ~drumroll~..... Hahah! YAH!!! He called, with a Singapore number.

Yah, My Darling is back!!! Hahaha! Boy! U have no idea how happy we were. He realli changed a lot. Not saying I did not. But seeing each other physically after so many donkey years, really re-kindles everything. Not to be overly romantic, also minus-ing all the mushy R-21 details, passion was definitely in the air. I believe we are really ready this time to take it to the next level.

Anyway, dar is just here for some admin preparation stuff tingy with the Singapore office. Not really into the minute details once again, as I don't get it myself. But it was only for a few days.

But it was really kinda weird. Trying to squeeze everything that we feel for each other within 3 days, kinda really very tiring. But hey...whose complaining??? Had to work nevertheless in the day, and rushing to key all the orders, so to meet dar. Those few days, time was really the essence. I still treasure it though. All the neighbourhood strolls, night DVDs together, late night suppers blah blah blah. Seeing dar knocked out beside me in bed in the mid of nigh, hehehe, really bring warms to my heart. ~wedding bells are ringing~ cRaZy!?!

Ya, but all joy gotta have a start, gotta an end too. For whence he came, return him now. I will now have to wait for his actual posting for his final return. Suddenly, my room feels so empty. Sigh! Nevertheless, least I know he will be back....and back for good.

K, think I better bring down the fire down 3 notches before I burn up my blog. Hahaha! Till then....till then...for now.....
Dar...Slan Abhaile!!!

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 3/29/2007 08:02:00 PM

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Sunday, March 25, 2007

Just An Update...

Work has been very light recently. As you can see, I am blogging on a working Sunday. Opps! Think I have just dug my grave. Haha! The phones are not ringing la. Trust me, I am a hardworking employee. Hehehe!

Anyway, been thinkin for a while. Think I am really I am fated to be those who must slog like a craze bull. Sort of havin the bull's karma. Why? Even with the little work, I have been ill since the start of the week. I have been takin very good care of myself. Havin slightly earlier nights now. Coz my dar is also sick at home. OMG! What is happening? Just the only difference, I am still at work.

Juz kinda feeling weird lately. Not sure if it is me, but I juz lost my path in life again. So much have poured out of this crack in my heart that now, all is left is a void, sucking me back to fill it up again. I can't keep up with its pace. It is just too tiring for me. There is just too much problems in my life to keep up, so much till I just wanna throw them down and walk away. Would that be a better solution?

Things just dun tie up that nicely as it did before. Add on, I dun see any good solutions round any corner. Dar, I have tried really hard, as I said before, and will say again, I am really trying. Guess you are the only string tying me to my sanity. Haha!

K, it is 5pm and time to close my ends at work. Will update more when I have more updates. Juz too mix up now. Anyway, dar, do recover faster. Need you healthy when you are here.

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 3/25/2007 04:52:00 PM

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Friday, March 16, 2007

New Dedication

Guess what I got in my mailbox today.
Dar, Thanks for brightening up my day.
Just 4 u... Lyrics to our hearts.

Enjoy...

Westlife - That's Where You Find Love

In your eyes, I found the greatest prize
You and I could not be closer
And in your arms, is everything I want
Now I know my search is over
And I don't know where you take me
But it's exactly where I wanna be

It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love

People pass, and listen to us laugh
Wishing that they had the same thing
And our friends they ask, how we made it last
I just smile and say the same thing
I'm not sure how we got here
Baby I'm just glad that we got here

It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love

That's where you find love
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been this sure, that's where you find love
Find love
That's where you find love

...Finally I am home...

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 3/16/2007 08:21:00 PM

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

Batch I & Ponders

I know I should be blogging in this event the moment I got them on Tuesday. However, I am way too engross ripping them, categorizing them, touching them up 4 the past few days. It is realli time taking...but I enjoy every moment of it.

Opps! I have not mention what's Batch I. Okay, it is the 1st batch of Westlife CDs I got off the internet. Hardly completing my collection, but it is a start. It is my next batch which I'm more concern.

Anyway, juz can't stop smiling. I mean least these CDs take my mind off much matters for a while. Lookin at Marky in every single, listening to Westlife in every genre of music, juz soothes me down for a while. Gives me some peace, some perspective on where my life is heading to.

Kinda still pondering over much problems.

Especially after tonight's bus sms-es, I can't believe the amount of pain and rage that is still residing in me. "Much hope has forsaken my lands" was the last reply I gave. A phrase which so easily came to my mind. Desperate I am, for the light of hope is fading in me.

But at least, I have someone there this time, struggling to substain the last spark of light with me. For this, I am ever grateful to you. Thanks and may we meet soon.
Love you...

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 3/15/2007 09:53:00 PM

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Special News Highlights

Usually, I will not blog twice in the row. Kinda spoilt the mood n anything interesting goin on in my life. But nothing's realli that interesting now, besides my problems and more problems.

So wat's so special 4 today's special bulletin? Twin Happiness...

1. Though it's not that confirm, and will be a surprise, there is a high chance I am getting hitch next month. Not that I am not single now... (p.s. I have juz said "yes" last nite)... but finally 2 see him again, definitely rekindles the sparks, I hope. But anyway, am realli lookin 4ward 4 the birthday surprise. Ya, next mth is my golden mth. I am not that in the craic mood, so the prezzies gotta b better and bigger. Hahaa! Jokin! Nothing...and I mean NOTHING... beats my guy coming all the way from US 2 b with me. So save the prezzies n $$$. I appreciate it. Just ur wishes will greatly touch me. :)

2. Check this out www.myspace.com/wetneooo. Under "my friends" column... guess who is there??? Yeah!!!!! U are not seeing wrongly!!!! Hahahaha!!!! Ok, that is definitely the fanboy in me screamin now. MARKYYYYY.... hahaha! That's so 13yrs old. But whatever!?!?! Any 13yrs old boy like me (~cough cough~) is allow 2 react this way once in a way. (p.s. I accept no comments here. Hahaha!)

Hmmm, so far 4 the lastest update. Well buddies, wat's the craic tonite? Juz some Westlife music n early sleep, I guess. A long stretch of work ahead till my next rest. So long! slán a chur le duine!

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 3/07/2007 09:57:00 PM

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Summary

The past few days has realli been hectic, yet enjoyable. Runnig from one station to another, activity to activity. Boy! Totally shagged and worn to the bones. My Goodness...my bones and muscles are realli aching now. Time to say I am getting old.

Friday...dinner was great. Nice food, nice ambience. Great company of friends.
Saturday... lunch was fine, though too posh for my taste.
Dinner was excellent. Though the start kinda sucks, make me wanna just cut it short and go straight home.
Sunday...work was boring. Though I luv Sundays nevertheless.
Dinner was superb. The fireworks were beautiful.
Monday...work was a turn off. I was completely derived of sleep from 2 sleepless nites of talks n booze.
Supper was torture. I need my sleep.
Tuesday...work was so much refreshing. Just being this idiot "loan shark", chasing customers for $$$, Man!!! How cool. Juz hope they would keep their promises and " SHOW ME THE MONEY!!!" Hahaha! So Jerry Maguire style.

So much so for a good summary. Well, so what's the craic for the nite? Think will stay in today, enjoy my bed n phone for the nite. After all, I AM really aching all over.

Juz for the records, still a few pending problems on hand. Prob @ home & work. Not realli sure how 2 go about it.
Home... still unstable with 2 mad ppl still screaming outside my door at this moment. Realli can't take this crap everyday after work. Workplace is my silence.
Work... kinda still not in a mood 2 work out a feud between a colleague. Juz say she came at the wrong time. But I realli not much left of an energy to bother. Home is my escapade.
So now u see the oxy-moron fact of my life? I realli have no one 2 turn 2 here in S'pore.
I need a breather, I want a breather. Who is there to give me one? Sigh!

(p.s. Pls do come back soon. I need u...realli.)

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 3/06/2007 08:16:00 PM

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