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Matthew Goh I am...
Am Chinese Christian with a dying dialect, Foochow.
Evolved into 11 this April.
However,known to be 25 for legal reasons.
Am a Taurean from the 1997 batch of babies.
Born 27/04/1997 @ 0524hrs almost into a toilet bowl.
Thank God, brought 2 life in Toa Payoh Hospital.
Love making friends, but have juz a few close ones.
Am an out of the closet gay guy .
Looking around and still single.
ORDed on 26/06/2004.
As for now, am a Customer Service Officer for FarEastFlora.com.
Top it all up, am too a student in SHATEC.
Realli got too many hobbies 2 name.

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Cheng San Kindergarten School
1988 - 1989

Da Qiao Primary School (P1-2, 2-2, 3-2, 4-3, 5-3, 6-2)
1990 - 1995

Ang Mo Kio Secondary School (Sec 1/3, 2/3, 3/3, 4/3)
1996 - 1999

Nanyang Junior College (OG 23, 1 CT 24, 1 CT 18, 2 CT 18)
2000 - 2001

Tekong BMTC School 2, Orion Coy, Platoon 3, Section 2, Bed 6
27th Dec 2001 - 16th Feb 2002

Ayer Rajar Camp, Ordnance Engineering And Training Institute, Electronics And Weapons Training Wing, Small Arms BTT 5
8 Feb 2002 - 4th May 2002

Nee Soon Driclad Centre, 6 Direct Support Maintenance Base, Armament Coy, Small Arms Platoon
6th May 2002 - 26th Jun 2004

Tristellar Enterprise, Sales & Logistics Coordinator AKA Account Manager
7th Jul 2004 - 5th Sep 2006

FarEastFlora.com Pte Ltd, Customer Service Officer
19th Sep 2006 -

SHATEC, Hotel Management, DHM408B
07th Apr 2008 -

Friday, March 11, 2005

Sorry & Thank You

Been a realli long while since I last blog. I noe I've been saying that ample times. Been realli caught up with work since the merger of my company with Mentor Media. To me, it is realli not a good thing. Tristellar, is realli no more in existence. So many have gone, and now more are deciding to leave. The pay sucks, the boss sucks, the working hours sucks, the job scope sucks....even the clients sucks. So wat is there now to look forward to??? Wat is holdng me back??? I guess everyone is correct. My brother...

This whole period, I wonder is it a test for me and him. Though our new revised jobscopes require us to woek more closely in hand, we hardly even have the time to sit down, chat and enjoy each other's company. I realli long for that, juz a time to relax...juz with him. But can't hardly squeeze out the time. Muz say this period is a realli strain within us.

Guess today was the last straw. Received a last minute delivery at abt 9plus. The order was small however, thus I offered to take the goods down to Motorola Techpoint myself. However, I need to go thru my brother to acquire the goods from the store. Not realli blaming him so, as it was a realli tiring day for him. He juz flared up. Grabbing the whole batch of goods, he wanted to deliver the goods himself. Looking at the situation, I called off the delivery; guess I muz face the music tomorrow for this failed delivery. But that was the least of my problem. To me, my brother was and is still my greatest concern.

Confronted him to apologise, but ended up thru shouts and heated explanations. So much bottled-up anger built inside him, guess he is releasing all of it on me. Of course I understand his problem as I have been in his place, trying to coordinate the logistics for delivery. But it is slightly different this time as he is facing 2 different sets of instructions from me n my boss.

Of course he could ignore my words and follow my boss's, but despite all his anger, he still cared a lot for me and tried his best ot solve my delivery problems. Whereas for my other "job mountain" problem, he can only sit and watch helplessly. I still can't realli pinpoint where went wrong, nor solve his problem and mine. But guess finding each other, shouting and releasing his anger and my stress and pain was the key.

Be it he being mad at me, he was still full of care for me as not allowing me to go down to Motorola alone at this late hour. Guess the anger directed at me, was juz a splinter of the main block of wood. The root of our problems juz dunn lies within us brothers, but somewhere with the new system.

So realli thankful for having this wonderful brother. Juz dunno why, but to breakdown in front of him, juz bring him the full knowledge of my unexplanable pain I was going thru. We resolve everything in the end, of course clueless to wat solution we have for each other. However, am still glad our relationship is able to brave thru even this perfect storm. Sort of makes me treasure him more.

I realli wanna thank my brother for everything he has done, doing, am going to do for me, be it big or small.

Hu ge ge...Thank You and Sorry!!!

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 3/11/2005 10:53:00 PM

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