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Matthew Goh I am...
Am Chinese Christian with a dying dialect, Foochow.
Evolved into 11 this April.
However,known to be 25 for legal reasons.
Am a Taurean from the 1997 batch of babies.
Born 27/04/1997 @ 0524hrs almost into a toilet bowl.
Thank God, brought 2 life in Toa Payoh Hospital.
Love making friends, but have juz a few close ones.
Am an out of the closet gay guy .
Looking around and still single.
ORDed on 26/06/2004.
As for now, am a Customer Service Officer for FarEastFlora.com.
Top it all up, am too a student in SHATEC.
Realli got too many hobbies 2 name.

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Cheng San Kindergarten School
1988 - 1989

Da Qiao Primary School (P1-2, 2-2, 3-2, 4-3, 5-3, 6-2)
1990 - 1995

Ang Mo Kio Secondary School (Sec 1/3, 2/3, 3/3, 4/3)
1996 - 1999

Nanyang Junior College (OG 23, 1 CT 24, 1 CT 18, 2 CT 18)
2000 - 2001

Tekong BMTC School 2, Orion Coy, Platoon 3, Section 2, Bed 6
27th Dec 2001 - 16th Feb 2002

Ayer Rajar Camp, Ordnance Engineering And Training Institute, Electronics And Weapons Training Wing, Small Arms BTT 5
8 Feb 2002 - 4th May 2002

Nee Soon Driclad Centre, 6 Direct Support Maintenance Base, Armament Coy, Small Arms Platoon
6th May 2002 - 26th Jun 2004

Tristellar Enterprise, Sales & Logistics Coordinator AKA Account Manager
7th Jul 2004 - 5th Sep 2006

FarEastFlora.com Pte Ltd, Customer Service Officer
19th Sep 2006 -

SHATEC, Hotel Management, DHM408B
07th Apr 2008 -

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Lazing On The Job

How cool today could it be. Finish all my work in the morning.
Been logging on to facebook, myspace blah! How totally boring could today actually be.
In actual fact, my kaki Nadirah is no longer with the company. So, kinda alone with my Westlife...sighzzz....
But all things must come to an end actually.

Also managed to work out a few minor problems along the few days.
Still troubled though, but I will get through it...I believe.

Next week is going to be a pretty hectic week, thereafter I will be on long leave. Just a quick preview....for something which I have mentioned in an earlier entry. Yep! I will be leaving the company for my studies. So SHATEC here I come.
Will be tendering this coming week...Just do not know how to face Papa on this. Sort of feeling like I have betrayed him in a way. Add on with the number of people leaving again, time is so cruel. But when will be the best time? People are leaving everyday.
At least, I will still be offering to work part-time...meaning Sat and Sun. Plus my vacation holidays. So I will still go through Mother's Day, Christmas. Matter lies if Papa would allow this. Cross my fingers. Yet I still do not know how to break the news to him. Eeeekkkksss!!!! I hate sitting in a room with him with his talk. In fact, I hate such talks with anyone. Too formal, can't stand the pressure. Haha!

Things with my relationship is not really bright. Though we have not officially dated, we have fought and argue like.... "N" times. Not realli healthy though. Do not want to look too far in the future though. Trying to work on the foundations first. I juz pray for the light in my path to reveal to me.

As with regards to the impending danger with the "$1million" worth news eating in me, managed to temporarily push it aside. Still not to the time to spill the beans. Maybe never....and I shall take it to my grave. Juz hope my resignation would bring me out of this, give me some reprieve.

Okie, enough of blogging for now. Need to get back to try find work to do. It is realli REALLI boring and I am REALLI bored. Haha!

p.s. not sure if I had blogged this, my custom earphones came in this week. Bloody cool! Suddenly I feel like an international popstar on stage. Super clarity with 99.9% sound block. You could even hear a pin drop on the other end. Haha! It is DAMN good. Hallelujah!

Please give me the strengthen to get through next week.
Matt xxx

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 2/24/2008 01:32:00 PM

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Fork In Life

Been again another long while since I blog. Miss me? Haha!
Yah, juz been thru the super hectic phase of work.
Hope things will start to slow down.

But life never fails to surprise me. Presently, am at the crossroad of changes. Realli much have happened since my last entry.

1. Things once again did not work out at work. 2 more of my buddies have left me today. Nadirah and Sherlyn. Both from my Sunday team. Wonder how is Westlife Sunday goin to carry on...Who are my new team mates? Sighzzz.... But I still wish them the best.

2. Things also did not work out with Ted. Broke up recently over a slight tiff. Though we are still friends, communication is less. At least this time, break up wasn't that bad as we know we need the time apart. Friends may still be the best solution for long distance relationships.

3. Been recently bomb with a realli sensitive news which I could literally not share with anyone, nor even discuss about it. I wish I could help, but do not know how. It is juz like waiting for this impending disaster to occur and there is nothing I could do to avert this. Feel so totally useless and lousy. And yet, everyday at work, I feel so bad wearing this fake smile when all I feel like doing is hugging and cry it out. This news is like this bacteria, slowly eating me up from inside, yet I must sit this through silently alone. Oh please help me...

4. With everything happening around me, going out of control, I do not know when I could proceed with my goal. I dun even know who to bring the news out. Am I that soft hearted? I pray for the courage next week.

5. I am sort of dating someone. Though not officially, but working things out. He may not be the perfect guy, but there are things in him which I kinda like since the first day I saw him. Not realli into making this into a big hu-ha, as I do not realli wanna scare him off. But realli wanna take things slow. I feel I could like him more than the crush I thought I had. Anyway, he was one of the reasons, I felt I gave Ted up. So, hope my decision is correct.

As you see, things are the many major things in life I am facing now. Minus the minor, these are realli depriving me out of my sleep. Took a photo recently. Felt realli radiant, just that the eye bags are realli bad. Or should they be called stress bags.

As much I am sad about a lot of things, I dun feel sitting down and cry is really going to work out my problems.
I hope I can find the strength to move on, move past this life.

Please help me.

Matt xxx

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 2/20/2008 11:57:00 PM

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