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Matthew Goh I am...
Am Chinese Christian with a dying dialect, Foochow.
Evolved into 11 this April.
However,known to be 25 for legal reasons.
Am a Taurean from the 1997 batch of babies.
Born 27/04/1997 @ 0524hrs almost into a toilet bowl.
Thank God, brought 2 life in Toa Payoh Hospital.
Love making friends, but have juz a few close ones.
Am an out of the closet gay guy .
Looking around and still single.
ORDed on 26/06/2004.
As for now, am a Customer Service Officer for FarEastFlora.com.
Top it all up, am too a student in SHATEC.
Realli got too many hobbies 2 name.

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Cheng San Kindergarten School
1988 - 1989

Da Qiao Primary School (P1-2, 2-2, 3-2, 4-3, 5-3, 6-2)
1990 - 1995

Ang Mo Kio Secondary School (Sec 1/3, 2/3, 3/3, 4/3)
1996 - 1999

Nanyang Junior College (OG 23, 1 CT 24, 1 CT 18, 2 CT 18)
2000 - 2001

Tekong BMTC School 2, Orion Coy, Platoon 3, Section 2, Bed 6
27th Dec 2001 - 16th Feb 2002

Ayer Rajar Camp, Ordnance Engineering And Training Institute, Electronics And Weapons Training Wing, Small Arms BTT 5
8 Feb 2002 - 4th May 2002

Nee Soon Driclad Centre, 6 Direct Support Maintenance Base, Armament Coy, Small Arms Platoon
6th May 2002 - 26th Jun 2004

Tristellar Enterprise, Sales & Logistics Coordinator AKA Account Manager
7th Jul 2004 - 5th Sep 2006

FarEastFlora.com Pte Ltd, Customer Service Officer
19th Sep 2006 -

SHATEC, Hotel Management, DHM408B
07th Apr 2008 -

Monday, May 28, 2007

Happy Birthday Marky!

Yeap!!! Today is indeed a special special day!!! 28th May!!! Hallelujah!!!
It is Mark Feehily's birthday! Marky's Birthday!
Happy Happy Birthday Marky!
So shall dedicate this entry 2 him today. How cool!!!

Our dear Sligo star, Marky's big 27.
Juz 2 of my collection for the entry. First of which is from his "Bop Bop Baby" MTV. Still in the midst of trying to find this similar outfit.

Second of which from his "Amazing" MTV. Cute grin huh?

Yeah...dedicating the songs for him too. Rolling in first is the song from the "Hey Whatever" single, "Singing Forever". As you hear, yep! leading the song is our birthday boy.

Mark:
You took my hand, long ago
And you've been by my side always
I didn't know where to go
You showed me the way
Who knows what the future holds
Oooo we'll never know

Chorus:
Nobody thought that we'd still be together
They all said we'd fall to the floor
No matter the fight, we'll survive any weather
We'll prove them wrong
Keep singing forever

Shane:
As I lay here beside you
And I look in your eyes
I know without you in my life
It just wouldn't survive

Mark:
who knows what the future holds?
we'll never know

Mark:
We'll never know...

Next of which is the number he perform in the recent Love Tour. Great number with him definitely the lead again.

Mark:
Baby, tell me, are we heading into trouble, yeah
Is it my imagine taking whole
Do I read to much into the way we slay
The way you move away from me
I may feel that you're the one
But when all is said and done

All:
Love takes two
Time after time we've talked it through
Cos baby, I need you
What am I supposed to do

Mark:
Love takes two

Shane:
There's a whole lot of things you can do and do without me, yeah
There's a million things I can do and do alone
But the best you can do for yourself
Is sharing with that someone else
No one wants to be alone
It's the one thing that I know

All:
Love takes two
Time after time we've talked it through
Cos baby, I need you
What am I supposed to do

Mark:
When your words could disguise what you're going through
But they can't fool your heart
Now it's time to decide what you wanna do
I'm telling you

All:
Love takes two
Mark:
Love takes two
All:
Time after time it's proven true
Cuz baby, I need you
What am I supposed to do?

Mark:
Love takes two
All:
Love takes two
Mark:
Love takes two
Me and you
What am I gonna do without you, baby?

All:
And I need you
Mark:
When you know that, I want it so bad
It's enough, girl to drive you crazy cuz

All:
Love takes two
Mark:
Love takes two
Me and you
What am I gonna do about you, baby?

All:
And I need you
Mark:
When I know that, I want it so bad
It's enough, girl to drive you crazy cuz

Mark:
Love takes two

So much so for this fanboy entry. But, Nah!!! I like it. So to wind up...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARKY!!!

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 5/28/2007 12:00:00 AM

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Friday, May 25, 2007

Light Reading

Am supposed to be taking a 5-day sabbatical. So I try to keep this entry short. Anyway, partly blame it on the sucky internet service I am using.

Was flipping thru my subscriptions of National Geographic. Yah! I know. I dun seem to be the sort of the NGM guy. Well! Never judge a book by its cover. I am a proud owner of it since 2003. Am still getting its monthly subscriptions, though it is getting kinda hard to support it. Nevertheless, I will try since I do not wish to break such a tradition.

As I was saying, I was flipping thru my subscription for the July '05. Once again, please don't rub it in. I am very busy, so what if I only read till then. About 2years of subscriptions more and I will be up-to-date. Hahaha! Nevertheless, I am trying.

Okie, enough of the sidetracks, connection is important and scarce. Take a look at the photo below and what you think?

*With Great Compliments From National Geographic

Believe picture speaks a thousand words. Kinda creepy to see death huh? But on the other hand, to see a death of such an age, kinda really bring me to tears.

Violence and war among humans is the answer of such pain. Not a surprising answer but a obvious fact which many are oblivious about.

Not being the poetic person and start bitching about. But kinda makes me wanna look life in a different way. Be a little more understanding, less angry person. Probably might pass the message around. After all, these are small steps for a big chance. I could try.

Ya, scroll up and see the picture again and ponder.

For now, slan abhaile!

For more read up, refer to National Geographic Online.

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 5/25/2007 12:26:00 AM

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Monday, May 14, 2007

Mother's Day Boom

Tried blogging yesterday, but God knows what was wrong with this stupid bloggy thing. The whole posting format is crazy. Nvm, you won't understanding until u see it 4 urself.

Anyway, was dead tired, am still dead tired. Can't seem to catch back my sleep. Seems like I gotta wait for Wednesday.

But anyway, finally Mother's Day is over. Not that it was that bad as Valentine's, kinda speak, I quite like it....minus a few points.

Like being the "Complain Manager". Hey! In all my years of premonitions, boy! I did not see that coming. Anyway, after this, just got this VERI VERI BAD FEELING. Something is coming. Very worried actually but juz pray I am dreadfully wrong.

Anyway, another thing, the complains. My! Singaporeans are so .... .... .... beyonds words. Self-explanatory. I rest my case.

Most importantly, sleep...SLEEP. I desperately lack of it. 1hour of sleep on Fri. About 3+ hours on Sat. Urgghhhh....My face looks like shit. Waste all my SKII which couldn't even hide these blemishes.

Enough with the bad stuff. Hey! Now with the good ones. Hey hey! Though I did not have a Westlife Sunday, at least I had a great "Island Sat and Sun". This Charmed Circle was filled by Audrey, Michelle and me. And yes, we made a total fool of it. Nevertheless, we managed to finish all our assigned jobs. Guess, not bad for a team. Hmmm...

Best of Mother's Day, I gotta do my 1st hand bouquet and flower arrangement. Check it out!

Original Bouquet

My Done Up Bouquet

Original Arrangement

My Done Up Arrangment.

Can't say much to the arangement as I was figuring it out by myself. Since we have to complete like 26 same arrangements, I had lotsa practice to learn.

More proud of the hand bouquet. Requires more to skill and the flex of the wrists. Mainly, I gotta thank my teach....JIAHAO! He was really patient and really went step by step. If it's me, I think my student will be lying in the river behind Far East Flora. Hahaha! Anyway, glad I coudl learn from him. Sarah, thanks for providing me a great teacher.

Yah, that's really for Mother's Day. Now these few days, just tying up all the loose ends. Thanks to Pris for guiding my thru this new role and logging off my phone 4 me to really work in peace. Hahaha!

Thanks to my dar for his endless waking smses and calls. At least keep me to the ground and not totally lose it from lack of sleep. Haha!

Wah! This post really like thank you speech. Nvm, let it be. Thanks to those I forgot and accidentally left out of the list. Dedications to all FEF staff...thanks!

K, need to catch my winks. Slan Abhaile!

p.s. NONE of my items got complains. Proving I did a good job. Hahaha!

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 5/14/2007 11:10:00 PM

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Friday, May 04, 2007

Random Thoughts Of My Mine

Not really sure on whatsoever title for this entry. Juz that my thoughts has been skipping quite wildly all around for quite a while. Juz to pen down a few vivid ones. Since the contents may be kinda contraversial and sensitive in some areas, please don't read down it you do not have an open mind. However, comments are definitely freely welcome.

Random Thought 1
Was downloading the whole series of Friends recently. Was juz done with it 2 days ago. Anyway, am still in the midst of watching the 3rd season. Something in the 2nd season kinda caught the attention of mind. Monica said "everyone has an obsession". Be it big, be it small, everyone does have one.
Reflecting on myself, being crazy on Westlife's Marky is definitely one of them. He is not THAT handsome. But there are characters which intrigues me. Yes, he IS my role gay model. He is so proud of himself and takes whatever comes his way. I hope I can do that. He got this character of a free spirit and never let obstacles come in his way. He achieves that. I know I can too. He expresses himself really well through his voice. As I had said before, and will say it again, it is his soulful voice which I find comfort in.
He has a boyfriend miles away. And especially when he is on his tours, they are totally torn apart, yet they ae able to stay steadfast. I really long such a strong relationship. It is like martini neat, stirred not shaken. Whereas for me, Ted been in and out of my life several times. The emotional wreck is really difficult to handle in times like this. Mine is like martini on the rocks, shaken and mixed with Sprite. Things can be so crazy at one time, and totally dead in another. Should I find greener pastures?
"But if I let you go, I will never know. How my life could be holding you close to me. Would I ever see you smiling back at me? How would I know if I let you go?"

Random Thought 2
My mum juz drives me up the wall. She cares for someone so much till she push the other right off the edge. For the longest of time, this have been baffling me. I can't speak to her. I can't face her. Everytime I see her, I picture a crazed fan running after her idol. It just scares me so much.
I don't hate her. I really don't. But why do I feel this way?
Exaggerating a bit...Since the dawn of man.... I've been pondering and asking myself why. I think I may have found some light. I am already 24 (12years old). Have she stop and think that I do not need a mother anymore. What I really need is a friend. She has taken so good care of me since young, isn't it time for a change in roles? I can support myself. I need someone I can talk nonsense to, go splurging with, high tea together etc. But whenever we talk, money, studies, work, problems, nagging and the list goes on...just go wild. How do I continue on with any subject?
I understand that those topics ARE the facts and fundamentals of life. But life is juz too short to keep pondering on and on and on every day, every second. It is juz too tiring.

Random Thought 3
What holds in my future? I always have a great path in front of me. But things juz can't seems to keep straight. I know life is never like a bed of roses. But life can't be always like a raging tsunamis. There has to be an end. It is always one of the foundation pillars breaking and plans have to be toally changed. It is very tiring to do so. I am not too saying things always have to go my way, my style. Not that I never cater for emergency measures, but really...you can be amazed how unfortunate things must always turn out. I am like this walking death trap, waiting to kill itself.
It is just ridiculous. At times, you can feel so damn beaten that tears don't fall. You just sit and start craze laughing. That is what I am doing now. And the funny thing, the phrase going through my mind...And that's how the cookie crumbles. OMG! How lame can this be? I have still no explanation for this. But will update when I do.

Anyway, still got a few trival thoughts wondering around. Not sure of how put them in words. But nvm, I will figure them out someway.
Slan Abhaile...Signing out now. Matty.

# Entry By Matt Evans @ 5/04/2007 08:02:00 PM

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